in the midst

Soooo.... I don't know much about crocheting. In fact I didn't even know how to crochet a line until last Wednesday. The notion of trying to make a hat popped into my head & being the very smart girl that I am...I decided that crocheting a hat could be done even though I had no idea what I was doing.
HELLOOO Online tutorials....how hard could it be?

Well, I have re-started a few times but maybe, just maybe I am now getting the hang of it?
We.shall.see....

You know this afternoon/tonight has just been one of those nights...

I was sitting in church tonight just feeling like I had to cry. I get like that every now & then, but I feel like I had a "cry fest" like two days ago, really? is it time for another?

My "issue" has yet to be discovered, it most likely stems from the root of "separation longings & relational desires"....that tends to be the root of most of my "issues".

Oh dear Jesus, I feel it coming. The wave of insecurity & doubt is looming. May I rest completely in You alone. Let me rejoice in You always, cry out to You for everything & give thanks to You in all things.